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Title: Choices
Author: Saida
Fandom: KAT-TUN
Pairing: JinDa
Word Count: 326
Genre: Romance?
Summary: Ueda ran away from his lover's life with a secret. 7 months later, a letter was sent on his behalf with shocking news.
Prompts: #15 Tell
Notes: So...I have this idea for quite awhile now, but I was...I dunno tired to think of a way to write this? haha I dunno, I guess my brain is just tired after my finals... >___>;; It didn't really give out the feeling and atmosphere that I wanted, but I hope you'll enjoy it nonetheless... :D



To my dearest,
Oi baka!,

It’s been awhile, huh? If you’re still mad at me for walking away from your life, I presume you’d throw this letter away before reading it. But if there’s still some love left for me in your heart, then I know you will read what I have to say.

The day I walked away without saying anything, I decided not to turn back. I wish I could keep you in the dark forever. However, if you receive this letter, that means I’m no longer here. I know I am being selfish after the way I left but God help me. Jin, I’m not that strong. You need to know the truth.

One week before I left, I found out I was two months pregnant. I left, I ran away, using you as an excuse. You were just starting to rise in the show business world, and I used that to convince myself I should leave. The truth was, I was scared. I was scared and I didn’t know... I was scared that you won’t accept this baby. I was scared you would leave me.

I know it’s impossible for a man to be pregnant, but it happened. I took away your choices when I left. Now that I’m dead, I’m giving you the choices that you should have. Do...Do you want to keep our child and keep a part of me with you forever. Or would you like to give him up for adoption?

Jin, under my orders, you have one week to make a decision before my sister looks for parents who would like to adopt him. Just so you know, Jin, whatever your decision is, I will always love you. Now and forever.

Forever yours,

Ueda Tatsuya


Jin dropped the letter as one hand was clenched in a fist and tears rolling down his cheeks. ‘Tat-chan,’ he cried, realizing his lover was dead, and he has a son.

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Title: Token of Love
Fandom: KAT-TUN/ NewS
Author: Saida
Pairing: Ryoda
Genre: Angst, mpreg
Word count: 395
Summary : A life for a life...
Notes: I was just..full of angst ideas..xDD
Prompt table 2: 013. Life
Disclaimer: I own no one...




      When he heard the door to the white hospital room opening, Ueda looked up with a smile. At the doorway, he saw Ryo, his eyes fixed on the floor. He could hear the few sobs that escaped Ryo's throat. "Come here," Ueda said with voice barely above whisper, motioning Ryo to sit next to him.
 
     More tears ran down Ryo's cheeks when he saw his lover lying on the bed, his face pale, the IV needle in him. Ryo kneeled beside the bed, burying his face at the crook of Ueda's shoulder. Ueda chuckled. "Ryo..." he said. When the younger man didn't move, Ueda started carressing his hair. "Have you seen our daughter?" he asked softly. "She's beautiful, ne?" Ueda could feel him nod. "Ryo..."
 
     "Baka!" Ryo finally exclaimed. Ueda could feel the tears that he held back had started to run down his cheeks. He could hear the pain in Ryo's voice, and he hated himself for it. Ryo sobbed. "I thought we are a couple," he gripped Ueda's hospital gown. "Why didn't you tell me that...that I could only have one of you," his last words said in a whisper.  
 
     "Ne, Ryo-chan, look at me," Ueda requested. At first, Ryo stayed still. But then, he obeyed. Ueda used his thumbs to wipe away the tears from Ryo's face. "You look really ugly when you cry, you know?"
 
     Ryo laughed. He brushed Ueda's pale cheeks. "The same goes to you." Despite how pale he looked, Ryo could still see the spark of childishness in his lover's eyes.
 
     Ueda pouted. "So, you're saying I'm ugly?"
 
     Ryo kissed Ueda's lips. "You're anything but ugly, my love."
 
     "Hold me," Ueda whispered in Ryo's ear. He scooted over a little, giving Ryo some space on his single bed. Ryo lay beside Ueda, taking him in his embrace. Ueda rested his head on Ryo's chest. "I'll always remember your warmth, and how your heart beats fast when you held me near."
 
     "Mhmm..." was the only thing Ryo could say as his tears fell down his cheeks again.
 
     "Promise me..." Ueda could feel the lump in his throat. "Promise me you'll take good care of our daughter, and that, you won't let her forget me."
 
     "I promise," Ryo cried, hugging Ueda close to him. 
 
     "Arigatou," Ueda said, his voice barely above whisper. He closed his eyes, falling into deep slumber.  
 
      
 

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Title: Moving In
Fandom: KAT-TUN, NewS
Author: Saida
Pairing: Ryoda
Word Count: 633
Genre: Fluff
Summary: *points at title*
Notes: Prompt #014: Yes; from [livejournal.com profile] je_prompts  Again...I was bored in class a few weeks ago, so I wrote this...since I'm trying ti post a fic a day, and the next chappie for multichap fic is not ready...so here! xD Hope you enjoy it~ Comments are appreciated.  
 
 
Ryoda lovey dovey timey...xD )
 

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Title: Valetine's Day
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP, and KAT-TUN
Author: Saida
Pairing: Yamabu and Ryoda
Genre: Fluff
Word Count: 829
Summary: *points at title*
Notes: My second valentine's gift to readers...XDD Well, I'll post the Chiitaro and Hikato ones tomorrow...X)
Disclaimer: I do not own any of them.  



     It was Saturday, 13th February 2010. Ueda sat at one of the empty seats in the room. He had the day off on that day. He sighed. A few days before, while he was walking towards the jimusho, he found a flier. 'What was I thinking?' Ueda groaned inwardly. The flier was about a one-day course to make a Valentine's Day chocolate. Thus the reason why Ueda was sitting in the room filled with teenage girls. 
 
     Ueda was snapped out of his thought when he heard a voice saying, "Ueda-senpai?" Ueda looked up to see a tall brunette. "Yabu-kun?" he said, a little surprised. Yabu Kouta, previously in the group Ya Ya Yah, and now has debuted as Hey! Say! JUMP, and is a favourite kouhai of KAT-TUN's very own Akanishi Jin. 
 
     "What are you doing here, senpai?" Yabu took a seat beside Ueda. 
 
     "I could ask you the same thing," Ueda said. Yabu showed Ueda the flier as an answer. Ueda sighed. "Me too."
 
     Yabu looked at his senior with a raised eyebrow. "I didn't know you were seeing someone, Ueda-senpai."
 
     Ueda sighed again. "Well, it's not because I actually annouce it, or it's not like I had sex with him in the middle of the hallway like Akame did."
 
     Yabu shuddered when visualizing the later part about Akame. "You're right."
 
     Smiling at Yabu, Ueda said, "It's Ryo-chan."
 
     Yabu looked at Ueda, alarmed. "You have a relationship with Yama-chan?!"
 
     "What? No!!" said Ueda. "I meant News's Nishikido Ryo."
 
     "Oh," Yabu said, relieved.
 
     Ueda just shook his head. 'Yabu's motherhen attitude is as bad as Koyama's.'
 
     Then, Yabu realized something. "Nishikido-senpai?" he said with a raised eyebrow.
 
     Ueda could only thank the God that class started, saving his from having to explain to Yabu about his relationship.
 
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     After 5 hours, the class ended. Before they left, the sensei said, "I'm glad everyone participated enthusistically and I hope your valentine will love th chocolates you made with all your heart. And with that, CLASS IS DISMISSED!"
 
     Ueda and Yabu walked out of the building together. "It's kind of late," Ueda told Yabu. "Want me to send you home?"
 
     "It's okay, senpai," said Yabu. "I don't want to trouble you."
 
     "It's no trouble at all," said Ueda. "Besides, if you were attacked by thugs, Jin and Shoon-kun will torture me before killing me when they found I was with you before you were attacked."
 
     Yabu laughed. "Alright, alright, I accept your offer, Ueda-senpai."
 
     During the ride home, Yabu said, "Hey, Ueda-senpai, how did you know I'm seeing Shoon?"
 
     "Well, you ARE Jin's kouhai after all," Ueda teased.
 
     Yabu pouted. "I take that as an insult."
 
     Ueda laughed. "Just kidding." Looking at the road, Ueda continued, "I guess, it's the little gestures and loving atmosphere vibrated from both of you when you were together."
 
     Yabu smiled. Ueda stopped the car when he reached Yabu's house. "Thank you for the ride home, Ueda-senpai."
 
     "My pleasure," Ueda replied. "Oh, and more thing," he said before Yabu closed the door. "Do NOT tell anyone about my relationship with Nishikido."     
 
     Chuckling, Yabu promised, "Hai, senpai."
 
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     The next morning, Ueda woke up with a moan when he felt someone on top of him, kissing him, while playing with his nipple with his hand. "Ryo," Ueda said when Ryo pulled apart.
 
     "Good morning, Tatsuya," Ryo said, sucking Ueda's pulse at the neck.
 
     Ueda moaned again with pleasure. He smiled. "I could get use to waking up like this every morning."
 
     Ryo laughed. "Well, we do have the whole day," he said, marking Ueda near the pulse. "Happy Valentine's Day, love," he whispered. 
 
     Ueda moaned when Ryo began doing his cock. "Nnnh~," he moaned. "This is the best Valentine's gift ever," he said, and moaned not long after.
 
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     Yabu stirred and open one eye when he felt someone kissed his cheek. He smiled when he saw Shoon standing beside him. "Ohayou," he said, standing up.
 
     "Ohayou," Shoon replied. Yabu wrapped his hands around Shoon's neck, and buried his face at the crook of Shoon's neck. Shoon chuckled. "Hey, what's wrong?"
 
     "Nothing," came Yabu's muffled reply. "I just miss you, that's all."
 
     Shoon rested his chin on Yabu's head. "I miss you to Kota," he said. 
 
     Then, Yabu pulled away. After that, he took Shoon's hand, and dragged him to the kitchen. When they were in the kitchen, Yabu let go of Shoon's hand, and went to the refrigerator. "Close your eyes," he told Shoon, and the older teen did as he was instructed. After a few seconds, Yabu was in front of Shoon again. "Now, open your eyes."
 
     When Shoon did that, Yabu wasblushin and fidgeting. In his hands was a red box. Shoon smiled when Yabu gave him the box. It was filled with chocolates, when Shoon opened it. "You made this?" Yabu just nodded his head, still blushing. "Thank you," Shoon said, pulling Yabu in an embrace, kissing Yabu's pulse at the neck.

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Title: The Only One
Fandom: KAT-TUN, NewS
Author: Saida
Pairing: Ryoda
Prompt #027: Scream.
Genre: Romance, fluff
Word Count: 426
Disclaimer: I do not own them.
Notes: I know I did say I won't be posting any fics till my finals...but I just couldn't stand it... >.< I wrote this drabble during lecture... Hope you guys enjoy it...xD Long time fan of RyoDa, first time writing them...okay, maybe not the first time writing them, but first time posting it...:)
 


     Ueda hummed a few tunes as he washed Ryo's face with a wet cloth. Suddenly, Ryo took Ueda's hand in his, stopping the older guy from continuing his task. Ryo looked at Ueda with sad, regretful eyes. "You didn't have to come here everyday. In fact, you should have break up with me when I told you the truth about myself."
 
     A few weeks ago, Ryo had finally gotten the courage to tell Ueda about his health condition. He finally told Ueda he had leukimia. However, he didn't expect Ueda to stay with him till that day.
 
     Ueda just smiled at his lover, a very loving smile. "I wanted to come."
 
     Ryo carressed Ueda's face. "I would have given you the world. But instead," Ryo clutched his other hand, "I'm stuck here in this stupid hospital, sick and dying."
 
     "Shhh~" Ueda said, placing his index finger to Ryo's mouth. "Don't say things like that." Ueda's whispered in Ryo's ear, his cheek met Ryo's. "You're still here now, aren't you?" Ueda placed a kiss on Ryo's lips. "I love you, Ryo, and my feelings for you will never fades."
 
     Ryo chuckled. "You're such a passionate man, Tatsuya."
 
     Ueda grinned, pulling away. "That's why you love me, ne?" he stuck out his tongue at Ryo. 
 
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     Later that day, Ueda took Ryo to the rooftop, Ryo's favorite place to get some fresh air. Ueda hummed his favorite tunes, while pushing Ryo in his wheelchair. All the way to their destination, Ryo placed one hand on top of Ueda's.
 
      After putting the breaks on Ryo's wheelchair, Ueda began inhaling some air and let it out. Ryo smiled at his lover's antics. When Ueda caught his smile, he grinned back, an idea forming in his mind. Ueda then faced the edge of the rooftop, and began inhaling as much air as possible. Ryo laughed. "What are you doing?"
 
     Smiling, Ueda turned to his lover. "Just wait and see." Inhaling some air again, Ueda placed his hands near his mouth and shouted, "I LOVE NISHIKIDO RYO!!! NISHIKIDO RYO IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONLY MAN THAT I LOVE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!" After he was done, Ueda turned to the laughing Ryo.
 
     "What are you doing, baka?" Ryo asked in between laughter.
 
     Ueda knelt in front Ryo, and rested his head on Ryo's lap. "Because that's the truth," he said in a soft voice. "You will always be the only man that I love, now and forever."
 
     Ryo carressed Ueda's soft, brunette hair. "I love you too, Tatsuya."


The end
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Title: Ohayou gozaimasu 
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: InooDa
Genre: Fluff
Summary: Inoo received a good surprise.
Notes: Written when I was bored during an Inter school competition I participated in two weeks ago..xD
Disclaimer: I do not own any of them. If I did, they would have done a concert in Malaysia already...xDD
 
 
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