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Title: Decisions
Rating: PG
Group/Pairing: Hey! Say! JUMP, YamaChii
Notes: I Can't Let You Go Even If I Die is a very sad fic that will surely bring tears to your eyes. I'm a bit rusty with writing, as this is the first fic I wrote after months of not writing. I hope my version will still be as angsty and could bring tears to readers eyes too.
Link to Original Story: I Can't Let You Go Even If I Die
Link to Original Writer: [livejournal.com profile] chiyakenyu
Beta Reader: Camilla



For Yamachii angst, click here~ )
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 Title: My Turn
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: YamaChii
Genre: Angst/ Fluff
Word Count: 531
Disclaimer: I do not own Hey! Say! JUMP.
Notes: I'M BACK!!! XDD LOL. Oh. Look what I found in my google document. Promp #020: Hand
Summary: An accident leads to a depressed Yamada.



Yamada lay on his bed... )
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Title: Love Like A Shoujo Manga ~Hikaru’s Side~
Rating: PG
Group/Pairing: Hey! Say! JUMP, one-sided TakaHika, Takabu
Notes: This was written by me for the jentfic_remix. Love Like A Shoujo Manga is such a cute fanfiction, and at first I really find no way to remix it. So I decided to write this cliche that happens in most shoujo manga... :) I hope I did it justice. And sorry for the lack of creativity in choosing the title...lol
Link to Original Story: Love Like A Shoujo Manga
Link to Original Writer: [livejournal.com profile] hikarinoniji 
Beta Reader: 
[livejournal.com profile] chiyakenyu 
x-posted at [livejournal.com profile] jentfic_remix 



“Hika-chaaaan~” 10 year-old Yaotome Hikaru heard his best friend crying out. He waved when he saw the taller boy running towards him. They were at a park, where Takaki was having his photo shoot.

“Hey, Hika-chan,” Little Takaki Yuya panted because he had run all the way to Hikaru. “Did you wait long?”

“No, I didn’t,” Hikaru shook his head and after a short pause, Hikaru complimented, “You look good in tennis attire.”

Takaki looked down at his clothes, and then, smiled at Hikaru.

“Thank you, Hika-chan,” he replied. Takaki spun around and grinned goofily. “I look good as a sportsman, don’t I?”

“Yeah, you do, Yuya,” Hikaru e said softly as he nodded his head.

“Takaki-kun~!”

Both Takaki and Hikaru looked at the source of the voice. It was Takaki’s manager. The older boy looked at his best friend apologetically.

“Sorry, Hika-chan. You’ll have to wait a little longer.” After Hikaru nodded, Takaki ran back to the other crewmembers.

Takaki Yuya is a 10 year-old child idol. His father was a movie director while his mother is a well-known model herself. Hikaru on the other hand comes from an artistic family. His parents are both a renowned musicians in the musical world, and it looked like Hikaru would follow their traits.

“For you, Yuyan, I could wait forever,” Hikaru whispered to himself.

True to his words, Hikaru waited. Ten years has passed since the day at the park, and Takaki was still as oblivious as ever. That night, they went for karaoke to celebrate. Actually, Takaki was the one who insisted they should celebrate; one for Hikaru’s acceptance letter to Juilliard, and the other reason, had Takaki yet refused to tell Hikaru. The older teen persisted on telling Hikaru during their celebration.

A small part of Hikaru hoped that Takaki would confess to him that night. Hikaru had hoped that finally, after all the years together, Takaki would return his feelings. His heart shattered when he found out the truth though.

“So, what are we celebrating for?” Hikaru asked, after Takaki finished singing his fifth song.

“Ah!” Takaki said, as if remembering their purpose of going to the karaoke place. He refilled his and Hikaru’s empty glasses with soda, and held his own glass high in the air.

“I would like to make a toast to my best friend, Yaotome Hikaru, for being a skilled violinist and landing himself a spot in Juilliard.” Takaki drank to that while Hikaru blushed, muttering ‘it was nothing special’.

Hikaru had not told Takaki but he still hadn’t make up his mind if he should take the offer to study abroad. Then, curiosity aroused once more, so he asked, “What’s the second reason for this celebration?”

Takaki placed his glass on the table and looked at Hikaru with his biggest grin and a sparkle in his eyes, a sparkle that Hikaru knew too well; the same sparkle that was in Hikaru’s eyes when he fell in love with the older guy. Hikaru knew he would dread the next few sentences that would come out of Takaki’s mouth.

“Today, I finally believe in love at first sight,” Takaki sighed dreamily.

“L-Love at first sight?” That was the bomb that shattered Hikaru’s heart. “W-who?” he asked, after finding his voice.

“Yabu Kouta,” Takaki smiled. He began telling Hikaru of the event that happened earlier that day. He began his story by telling how his cover was blown, and he was chased everywhere by fans. He told Hikaru how decided to hide in one little building in the middle of Akihabara, which turned out to be a manga library. He laughed when he mentioned the part where he was embarrassed for the mess that he has caused the owner of the library, Yabu Kouta.

“I’ve never been so ashamed of myself until that time,” he chuckled. Lastly, he told Hikaru how he fell in love with Yabu the moment he laid eyes on him.

“So, you’re really in love with him?” Hikaru felt the lump in his throat returning. Takaki nodded his head,

“I believe so.” Hikaru leaned back, accepting Takaki’s answer with sadness.

Takaki took the two microphones, and held one of it in front of Hikaru. “Come on, let’s sing.”

Hikaru shook his head. “I’m feeling a bit light-headed.”

Takaki looked at his friend worriedly. “Let’s just go home then. Sleepover at my at my house tonight.”

“Sure,” Hikaru replied softly.

Hikaru pulled his comforter up to his nose, staring at the wall in front of him. He could hear the soft breath of the sleeping Takaki. He sat on his knees, peering at Takaki. Hikaru went closer to the older guy. A soft smile appeared on Hikaru’s face. He traced his finger along Takaki’s face, and retracted it when the latter stirred in his sleep, whispering Yabu’s name.

Hikaru returned under his cover, curling into a ball. “Stupid,” he chastised himself.
“There’s no way Yuyan would call my name in his sleep,” he whispered to himself quietly and disappointed. Hikaru fell asleep with tear stains on his face.

The next day, Hikaru woke up a few hours earlier then Takaki. Quietly, he gathered his things and left. He needed time alone, and seeing Takaki would make everything worse.

A few hours after he arrived home, his phone rang and Takaki’s caller ID flashed in the screen. Hikaru rejected the call. Takaki tried a few more times but Hikaru ignored it. Lastly, Takaki sent a text message instead.

“Hey, why did you go home so early? Call me, okay?”

Hikaru deleted the text from his phone. Then, he stared at the documents in front of him. There’s nothing more for him in Japan, he thought. Now that he knows Takaki will never return his feelings. He was about to write a reply for his Juilliard acceptance letter, but stopped. He didn’t want to give up yet; his heart just wouldn’t.

So, Hikaru picked up his phone and dialed Takaki’s number. He apologized and made some excuses for leaving early. “I’ll see you at lunch at the usual place?”

There was a short silence before Takaki replied, “Actually Hika-chan, I was thinking of spending the day at the manga library.” He added in, “You can join me, if you want.”

“Naah, don’t worry about me, just enjoy yourself at the library,” Hikaru retorted. The truth was, he wasn’t ready to meet Yabu. Hikaru sighed, pulling his legs to his chest. Head on his knees, Hikaru stared at the documents in front of him once more.

Hikaru started seeing Takaki less and less ever since the sleepover. Takaki has started spending all of his free time at the library. It has been going on for five weeks now. The older guy had invited Hikaru along lots of time, but every time, Hikaru declined. Hikaru was afraid that meeting Yabu would really destroy him. Hikaru knew, all the time Takaki spent with Yabu, Takaki would fall in love more and more with the latter. Hikaru just knew his best friend too well. Hikaru has accepted the fact that Takaki would never be his. But even so, he couldn’t send his reply to Julliard. His heart just wouldn’t let go.

One day, after coming home from his music classes, Hikaru was surprised to see Takaki sitting on his bed with a determined look on his face. “What are you doing here?” Hikaru asked, hugging his violin case to his chest.

“I need your help,” Takaki announced. He poured the contents of his bag on Hikaru’s bed. There were papers; pencils, pens, etc. “Please help me with my manga.”

Hikaru didn’t say anything but continued putting away his violin; his back turned towards Takaki.

“I was giving him hints for weeks but he didn’t respond to any of it.” The young idol sighed.

“I know how that feels like,” Hikaru muttered under his breath.

“What did you say?”

“It’s nothing,” Hikaru answered, turning to face Takaki.

“So, can you help me?” Takaki gave his best friend a pout and puppy dog eyes.

Usually, Hikaru could not resist the eyes and the pout, but today it was different. The pressures from his parents as well as his music teacher about Juilliard stressed him out. If he had to listen to Takaki talking about Yabu for hours, he might just snapped.

He closed his eyes, inwardly shaking his head. “I’m sorry, Yuyan, I can’t today.”

“But Hika-chan~” Takaki whined.

“I said no!” Hikaru unconsciously raised his voice. Takaki just stared at him with surprised eyes. Hikaru covered his mouth, realizing what he did. “I’m- I’m sorry.” Then, without waiting for Takaki’s reply, Hikaru dragged his friend out the room and said, “Leave,” before slamming the door in his face.

After filling the bathtub with warm water and bath salt, Hikaru went into the tub. He closed his eyes, trying to empty his mind from everything with the help of the soothing lavender salt.

‘I wish I was brave enough to tell Yuyan how I feel,’ Hikaru thought before it all turned black.

“Hikaru! Hikaru!”

Hikaru’s eyes slowly opened, hearing someone calling his name, voice panicked and worried.

“Yuyan?” Hikaru voiced out once his eyes adjusted to the light in his room.

“What the hell is wrong with you, Hika?” Takaki snapped. Over all the years they had been friends, this was the first time Takaki ever raised his voice at him. “Are you trying to drown yourself? If I didn’t return for my stuff and found you unconscious in the bathtub, who knows what might happen.”

“I…”

“What the hell is going on with you, Hika-chan? You’ve been acting weird lately.” He sat on the bed next to Hikaru, holding Hikaru’s hand in his own. “I’m very worried about you.”’

Without a warning, Hikaru smashed his lips onto Takaki’s, causing him to fall on top of the latter. When he realized what was happening, Takaki immediately pushed Hikaru away, and the latter apologized.

“I’m so sorry, I didn’t know what I was thinking,” said Hikaru. Takaki touched his lips, still speechless by what had happened. “Maybe you should go.”

Finally finding his voice, Takaki replied, “Yeah, maybe I should.”

Hikaru just stared at Takaki as he gathered the things he left behind. The latter stopped moving when he felt warmth from behind him. “I love you.”

Hikaru’s voice was so soft that Takaki could barely hear it. “I’m sorry, Hika-chan.” Hikaru’s hands loosened around Takaki’s waist.

“Just forget it,” said Hikaru.

“Well, goodbye then,” Takaki told him. He was about to exit the room when Hikaru stopped him by saying, “We’re still best friends, aren’t we?”

Takaki smiled. “Of course.”

After Takaki left, Hikaru slumped onto his bed. “I can’t believe I just did that.”

A week passed by since Hikaru unintentionally confessed his love. He didn’t once seen Takaki since then, but he could guess that Takaki must have been busy creating his manga. He had a lot of decision to make himself too. But one thing was sure, he has decided to accept the offer to Juilliard.

Just as Hikaru was about to ring Takaki’s doorbell, the door opened.

“Hika-chan,” Takaki said, surprised. “I haven’t seen you for days. Where have you been?”

There was a slight blush on Hikaru’s face. “I’ve been busy practicing,” he answered.

“I thought you were…you know, feeling awkward about before,” Takaki said, referring to the incident that happened in Hikaru’s room.

“I promise you it’s not that,” Hikaru stated. “But I do have something important to tell you though.”

Takaki looked at his watch. “Uh, Hika-chan, couldn’t this wait?” He showed Hikaru the manga that he made. “I’ve finally finish it so…”

Getting what Takaki wanted to say, Hikaru nodded his head. “Yeah, sure, go on ahead.”

Takaki grinned widely. “Talk to you later,” he said, and then, started running towards the train station.

Hikaru sighed and took out a letter from his knapsack. He placed it in Takaki’s mailbox before taking a bus to the airport.

Half an hour later, Hikaru arrived to Narita Airport. He waved at his mother when he saw her. Hikaru’s mother asked, “Have you told Yuya?”

“I left him a letter,” Hikaru answered.

His mother gave him a look. “Are you sure this is what you want?”

“Yes mom,” Hikaru replied. “I’ve explained everything in the letter. Besides, he has someone else in his life now, so he won’t be reminded much of his best friend.”

Mrs. Yaotome sighed, shaking her head. “Sometimes I wonder what I’m going to do with you.”

“Just trust me, mom,” Hikaru smiled. Soon, there was an announcement to board the airplane to America. “I guess it’s time,” he said. His mom nodded, and together they boarded the plane.

Hikaru looked out the window as they were taking off. ‘Yuyan, I’ve decided to leave everything behind and started anew. That also means I’m leaving behind all my feelings for you.”

“… It was true when I said I love you. I always have, even since we were children. But you never saw me past your best friend. But it was fine. I never regretted my feelings, even when you end up liking Yabu-san instead of me. I hope Yabu-san accepted your feelings, and I promise to return to Japan with someone who will love me, although I doubt he’ll be able to replace you because you will forever be my first love.

Another thing, Yuyan~ Please don’t be angry with me for leaving without telling you anything. I was afraid that if you knew, I might not be able to leave.

Love,
Yaotome Hikaru


Takaki replaced the letter in the envelope and placed it in his box of treasured items. He looked at the dark, night sky outside his bedroom window, “That’s a promise, Hika-chan,” he said softly to himself, smiling.
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 Title: Flattered...NOT!
Pairing: TakaChii
Genre: Fluff
Rating: G
Word Count: 336
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone but the sentences used to make this fanfiction.
Summary: Takaki went to school with crutches.
Notes: Based on the “application” on Facebook. It was cute, the cheesy fluffy kind so I thought “what the heck? xD”



OMG I WROTE TAKACHII! O.O )
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Well, it's fasting month for the Muslims currently....well, almost the end of it anyways...four days to go... :D
Anyways, I ate at 4 a.m. just now and couldn't sleep...=w=
Usually, I never eat anything heavy...probably just some breads or cereals to keep me energized for one day...but today I ate fried rice, and it was spicy too...;w; oh my stomach...
Darn my sibling who finished my cereal...

the rest of the rant )

Now, on to the meme...:D

30 days jpop meme )
 

Now, to the next meme...xD 
<s>then, I'll go to sleep...:D</s>

30 days anime meme )

Random:

Photobucket



My kitty has grown bigger...haha but it is as lazy as garfield... xD
lol~ I look weird..xD I just woke up, and it was dawn...xDD
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Title: Piggyback Ride
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Chiitaro
Genre: Fluff
Rating: G
Word Count: 332
Summary: What's Ryutaro going to do when Chinen has a sprained ankle.
Notes: *waves* Yo! Here's my fic after a long while...xD not including the Dairyu fic that I posted a few weeks back but is now set as Private. I was supposed to write a Keito-related drabble but ended up writing Chiitaro...lol you can say your thanks to all the shoujo and BL anime with a lot of fluff and bishounen in it because that's what drove me to craziness and made me write this... haha. So, hopefully everyone will enjoy this. I also apologize for my grammar mistakes in advance... xD
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the JE boys...sadly


"I'm not going to leave you behind, not ever..." )
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Title: Miracle
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: DaiRyu
Genre: Romance, Supernatural (in a way?)
Word Count: 624
Summary: It is time for Daiki to wake up.
Notes: I, well, I acutally thought of this the day after I found out about Haru-chan. And I hope people won't take this fic the wrong way...;w; I was actually feeling scared to post this fic because I am scared of people's reaction...;w; I dedicated this fic to Haru-chan...(I actually have a Dairyu bdsm fic she asked me to write last year which i never completed yet...but well, I don't really want to write smut at this time...-___-)


 

'Where am I?...' )
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Title: You're the One He Chose 
Author: 
Saida
Fandom: Hey!Say! JUMP, NewS, Johnny Jr.
Pairing: ShoonxTakaki, Tegomassu,
Word Count: 1000+
Warnings: -
Beta Reader: [livejournal.com profile] basil_ovelby
Notes: This is a remix of  [livejournal.com profile] crazy_otaku911 @ [livejournal.com profile] pocky_addiction fanfiction, You’ll always be my darling for [livejournal.com profile] jentfic_remix 5th cycle. 

Summary: Insecurities overwhelmed Takaki when Shoon began reminiscing about his AiQ days with Massu.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.  


(It was a morning like any other...) )
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Title: Anything but Ordinary
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Author: Saida
Pairing: Takabu
Genre: Romance, fluff
Rating: pg-13
Word Count: 464
Prompt table: #032
Notes: Requested by
[info]aliyah411 . Sorry it took me so long to finish this. and sorry...the quality of my work has gone down and is not as interesting anymore... ;w;
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the boys.



    Yabu stopped in front of JUMP’s dressing room when he heard giggles and laughter of his band mates. ‘Why?’ he frowned. Shaking off the thought, Yabu entered the room.

    The scene that greeted him was Yamada and Ryutaro laughing, Chinen sitting on Takaki’s lap, Inoo reading a book, his head on Hikaru’s lap, and the latter playing with his lover’s hair.

    “Oh, hey Kota,” Takaki greeted with a smile.

    “Hi,” Yabu returned his smile.

    “You know, Chii got first in his class,” Takaki poked Chinen’s cheek, “and we thought of celebrating it.”

    The smile immediately disappeared from Yabu’s face. “That’s great.” He stormed his way to the corner of the room and took his bag.

    “Where are you going?” Takaki asked. By now, everyone was looking at Yabu. They knew for a fact that Yabu never stormed his way anywhere unless he was in a bad mood.

    “I’m going to look for Shoon,” Yabu answered and slammed the door behind him.

    “O-Oh, looks like there’s trouble in paradise,” Hikaru teased.
 
    Inoo smacked his lover on the head. “Takaki, you better go and see what’s wrong.”

    Nodding his head, Takaki started going after Yabu.

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    Yabu made his way to the junior’s dressing room, clenching his fists. “That stupid Takaki,” Yabu mumbled. “Always paying attention to the others.” He felt a lump in his throat, his chest tight.

    Yabu stopped walking. “Why am I getting so worked up about this?” he felt tears welling in his eyes. Suddenly, he felt someone enveloped him from behind.

    “Hey.” It was Takaki. He rested his head on Yabu’s shoulder. “Is there something wrong, Kota?”

    “No, nothing’s wrong. Why would you think that?”

    “Well, there’s the fact that you’re crying. Or do you just cry everyday, every moment?”

    “Baka,” Yabu chuckled. “I’d be blind if that’s what I do.”

    “Sou ne,” said Takaki. “So now, tell me what’s the matter.”

    Yabu sighed. “Because...you seem to be paying attention to everyone else and not me,” he pouted. “I know I’m just ordinary, and-...”

    Takaki turned Yabu facing him. “Yabu Kouta! You are anything but ordinary.” He took Yabu in his embrace and whispered in his lover’s ear. “You hold my heart, remember?”

    Yabu buried his face in Takaki’s jacket. “Sorry, I was being stupid.”

    Takaki kissed the top of Yabu’s head. “You’re my stupid lover,” he said with a chuckle.

    “Hey!” Yabu protested. They laughed soon after.

    Suddenly, they jumped when they heard someone clearing his throat, loudly.

    “You know, I never knew the juniors’ hallway has become a place for making out sessions,” Shoon smirked seeing his friends red face.

    “Shoon~!” Yabu exclaimed, burying his head in Takaki’s jacket once again. Takaki, on the other hand, glared at him, which only caused the older guy to laugh.

   
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Title: Yamabu Drabble Set 1
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP/ Ya Ya Yah
Pairing: Yamabu
Genre: Romance/ Fluff
Word Count: 346
Notes: I was bored, so I put my mp3 on shuffle...lol But still, since I didnt have much time, the stories arent very detailed...but still, enjoy... :D

 

Truly Madly Deeply


Shoon woke up when he felt the sun rays entering the bedroom he shared with Yabu. Looking at his left, he smiled at his sleeping spouse. Shoon pushed away the few strands of hair at Yabu’s face.

A few days ago, Shoon finally had courage to propose to Yabu. The thing that made him love his soon-to-be spouse more was the conversation they had after he proposed.

Yabu rested his head on Shoon’s chest. “Mayo, I don’t need any children of my own. My parents understand that I love you, and even if being with you means the end of Yabu line, I don’t care. The only thing I need is you.”

Shoon placed a kiss on Yabu’s cheek. “I love you, Kouta.” Just after that, a smile appeared on Yabu’s face.



Serenade

Shoon crumpled the paper in front of him and threw it into the waste bucket. He started writing the essay on another paper, but a few minutes later, it has the same fate as the previous paper. After moments passed, Shoon gave up.

He leaned back against his seat, his eyes closed. He sighed. About seconds later, he heard something being thrown towards his window. He went to it and smiled when he found out the person who threw pebbles onto his window.

When Yabu saw he had Shoon’s attention, the younger teen smiled at his lover and waved. From his bedroom window, Shoon mouthed, “Thank you.”

“Yabu Kouta, when I’m feeling low, your smile could brighten my days in mere seconds.”



Skyline

Yabu ran on the green meadow, and lay in the middle of it. As he was looking up at the sky, Shoon sat next to him. “

Yabu pointed at the sky. “Soon, soon I’ll grasp my dream, and fly to my heart’s content.”

“If it’s you, Kouta, I’m sure you can.”

Yabu re-positioned his head on Shoon’s lap, and he cupped Shoon’s cheeks, making the older one to stare down at his face. “And you, Mayo, is the one who will keep me grounded at all times.”

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Title: Intrusions
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Author: Saida
Pairing: Yamabu
Genre: Fluff, romance, comedy
Rating: PG-16
Word Count: 881
Notes: Written for Yamabu-thon #026. 5 Times Yabu and Shoon Was Caught Making Out by Other JE Members.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of them sadly...


 
ONE.

     "Wait, Shoon," Yabu said as Shoon kissed his neck hungrily, hands inside his shirt. "Did you lock the door?"

     "Don't worry too much Kouta," Shoon exclaimed. "The janitor in charge of this floor is in the cafeteria for lunch."

     Accepting that answer, Yabu let himself immersed in the world of bliss.

     Meanwhile, not far from their broom closet, a brunette-haired idol skipped happily. 'It's been awhile since I make out with Ryo-chan. I soooo can't wait,' he squealed inwardly, letting out bubbles of giggle. What surprise he received when he opened the broom closet.

     "Oh...Yabu-kun, Shoon-kun," he said awkwardly, looking at the two young adults. "You're both naked."

     Yabu covered his beet red face with his hands while Shoon quickly covered himself and Yabu with their clothes. The three of them stood there in awkwardness until Shoon cleared his throat. 
 
     "Uhm, Ueda-kun...not to be rude or anything but...can you leave?" Shoon looked at Ueda, then at Yabu and back at Ueda.

     Getting the message, Ueda replied, "Oooh...okay, sure." Before the older idol closed the door, he shouted, "HAVE FUNNN~!"   


TWO.

     "Kouta, what are you doing?" Shoon asked when his lover suddenly dragged him to the parking lot when he just exited the jimusho. 

     "Just follow me," the younger one said as they passed lots of cars. After walking for about a few minutes, finally they stopped in front of a red sport car. 

     Shoon looked at his lover with a raised eyebrow. "Isn't this Akanishi-senpai's car?"

     "Shoon, we had been busy with our own work lately, I really miss you," he whispered in the older one's ear, "I need you."

     In between kisses Shoon asked, "What if Akanishi-senpai comes?"

     "Don't worry," Yabu replied. "KAT-TUN is working till late tonight."

5 MINUTES LATER

      "Kouta, you're already hard," Shoon whispered, his teeth grazing Yabu's neck. They were at the backseat of Jin's car.

     "Take me Shoon!" Yabu moaned. 

     Shoon was about to tak off Yabu's briefs when the car door opened and a voice said teasingly, "Hmmm~ Look what do we have here."

     Startled, Shoon's head bumped to the car ceiling. "J-Jin!" Yabu exclaimed, blushing five shades of red.

     Before Jin could tease them even more, Kamenashi came dragging Jin away by the ear.                                   
 

 
THREE.

     "Shoon, are you sure it's okay here?" Yabu asked. 

     "Of course it is," answered the older idol. "People rarely comes to this part of the building."

     Although he was not entirely convinced, but he just followed Shoon's lead. They were in an empty room, at the old part of the jimusho. Shoon had found it quite accidentally one day. 

     "Nnngh~" Yabu moaned as Shoon kissed him passionately, his hand massaging Yabu's member. When Shoon pulled apart, Yabu breathlessly said, "I want you, Mayo."

     Nodding his head, Shoon began taking off Yabu's shirt. He was about to do the same to Yabu's pants when they heard some noises from the air vent. 

     "Oww, Ryu-tan, stop moving around."

     "I'm NOT staying."

     "Shhh!!! They'll hear us!"
  
     Yabu's face went red, because of anger and embarrassment. He yelled, "CHINEN! RYUTARO!!!" 

     After a few seconds of arguments from said people, the doorway to the air vent opened and Chinen's head popped out. Giving his most innocent smile, he said, "Hey Yabu-kun~"

     Yabu crossed his arms, and glared at the younger idol. Knowing what that look meant, Chinen sighed. He began making his way to the ground, followed by Ryutaro, who was looking very guilty.

     "Well?" Yabu raised an eyebrow, taping his feet. Shoon just looked at his lover with an amused expression. 

     Chinen immediately pointed at Ryutaro. "It was ALL HIM!" he exclaimed. "It was all his fault! He let his hamster escape!"

     "What?! Why me?! You were the one who forced me to spy on them when they entered the room AFTER I got hammie-chan."

     Yabu could only massage his temple as the two youngest JUMP members started bickering.

 

 
FOUR.

     "No, Shoon, we can't...not here," Yabu stated. "It's the juniors' block." 

     Ignoring Yabu, Shoon continued kissing his lover, hand teasing Yabu's nipple. The leader of JUMP moaned. "You're very edible right now, Kouta."

     Suddenly, Yabu who was pinned against the door stumbled down first, followed by Shoon when the cubicle door opened without warning.

     "Ow, Shintaro?" Yabu rubbed his head. 

     "I'm sorry, it was an accident," the younger boy panicked. "I swear it was an accident, the door wasn't locked! Don't tell my brother!"

     And before either Yabu or Shoon could reply, the poor boy immediately flee from the toilet.


FIVE

     "Happy birthday, Kouta," Shoon whispered in his lover's ear. 

     Yabu, who just woke up, smiled when he saw Shoon's face. "Morning, Mayo~"

     "Time to wake up, you sleepy head," Shoon kissed Yabu's cheek. 

     "Awe, do I have to?" he wrapped his arms around Shoon's neck. "I'd rather spend my morning in bed with you."

     Shoon smirked at Yabu's suggestion. "Well, you ARE the birthday boy." Yabu let out some giggles when Shoon went on top of him and kissed his lips passionately.

     Their morning would have been a whole lot more eventful if their bedroom door didn't slam open and a teenager didnt barge in saying, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

     Yabu glared at their intruder, and inwardly vowed he would bring cats to JUMP's dressing room one day as payback.
 
     

 

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Title: Where I Belong
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Takayama, Yamabu, Arijima, Chiitaro
Genre: Romance,  mystery? xD
Word Count: 1763
Rating: Pg-16
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys..xDD
Notes: So like...I know this is not my best chapter, and it's probably awkward and un-organize everywhere...but still...enjoy? 
Previeous chapters: Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7 , Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16, Chapter 17 , Chapter 18





     'W-Where am I?' Yamada thought as he looked around him. He was in a long, dark hallway with lots of doors at either side. Suddenly, a figure apeared in front of him. A very familiar man. 

     The man smirked at him. "It's been a while, ne, Ryosuke?"

     Yamada woke up with a start. Beads of sweat covered his forehead. 'That newspaper article is really getting to me..." Yamada sighed, resting his head back on his pillow. Images still running wild in his head, preventing him to sleep. He looked at his bedside table. His clock showed that it was still 3 a.m. On the other end of the room, Chinen was snoring loudly. He sighed again.

     He got off his bed and put on his over-sized sweater. "I'll just take a walk around the garden," he whispered to himself.

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     Inoo sat on the bench, looking at the full moon. He couldn't sleep, too many things were on his mind. He pushed up his sleeve, and looked at his hand illuminated by the moon. Faint bruises were visible if anyone watched closely. He sighed, pushing his sleeve back down. For years, he had kept a secret that only his parents and Yabu knew. 'And now,' Inoo thought, 'I wouldn't be able to hide it anymore.' Sighing, he said softly, "He will finally know."
 
     "Who will finally know what?"

     Inoo was startled when he heard the voice. "Yama-chan," he said once the teen sat beside him.
 
     Yamada gave Inoo a smile. "Looks like this is a popular place to think, huh?"
 
     "Yeah," Inoo returned the smile. After a short silence, Inoo asked, "So, something's troubling you?"    
 
     Yamada sighed. "I guess." He looked at Inoo. "What did you meant by 'he will finally know'?"
 
     It was noticeable that Inoo was very uncomfortable by that question. He fidgeted in his seat, and played with his fingers. Noticing it, Yamada added in, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
 
     Inoo let out a deep breath, "Actually, I'm sick."
 
     Yamada raised his eyebrow. "As in..."
 
     "I'm dying."
 
     Yamada stared at Inoo, his mouth slightly opened. Nothing came out from his mouth forawhile. Inoo just waited silently for Yamada. When he finally got himself together, he said, "Have you told the others?"
 
     Inoo shook his head. "Other than you, Yabu is the only one who knows. Other than that, no one." For awhile, Yamada looked troubled, as if he was debating whether he should voice out his question or not. Knowing what was playing in Yamada's mind, Inoo said, "I have leukemia. And I only have a month or so to live."
 
     Yamada's eyes widened. "But you were fine before. You can't be...you...one month?..." Yamada felt a lump in his throat, fear forming for his new friend.
 
     Inoo smiled and put a hand on Yamada's shoulder. "Thank you for your concern, Yama-chan." He chuckled. "I can't believe you're the same cold person who first entered the academy."
 
     Yamada fought back the tears. "Was that supposed to be a compliment?"
 
     "You bet it was," Inoo laughed. Then, he got serious again, "Yama-chan, you don't have to worry about me so much," he said. "I've prepared myself for this a long time ago. I'll be..." for some reason, tears started clouding his eyes. "I'll be fine." But as soon as those words left Inoo's mouth, he broke down.
 
     Yamada looked at Inoo, memories of his past returning to him.
 
     "But Ryo-chan, I can't let you do it. It's too dangerous," Yuto said.
 
     Yamada looked at Yuto with a sad smile. "Don't worry too much about me, Yu-chan," he said. "I'll be fine." But soon after, Yamada broke down in tears.
 
     Yuto took Yamada in his embrace and whispered comforting words in his ears. "Ryo-chan, please don't cry. I'll try to break you out of here as soon as possible."
 
     Yamada did as Yuto did for him at that time. He pulled Inoo in his embrace and whispered, "It'll be okay, Inoo-chan. You're strong, and you will overcome this."
 
     After awhile, when Inoo had finally calmed down, he pulled away from Yamada, looking at the latter boy with a smile. "Thank you, Yama-chan." He looked at the lake again. "I...I'm not scared of leaving this world. But..." he whispered in a soft voice, "I'm just afraid of leaving him."
 
     Yamada didn't know whom Inoo meant, but he could guessed who it was. Although there were questions Yamada wanted to ask, but he kept his silence, playing the role of a good friend, listening faithfully to his friend's words.
 
     "Our houses were just beside one another's, we were basically friends since we were born. He always came over when he had the time, and sang whenever I practiced the piano. Between us six, he said I was his bestest friend. Since we were little, I was always there for him. I listened to his worries, his confessions, everything. Whe we entered this academy, he called me everynight before he went to sleep." Inoo chuckled. "He said it was a tradition." Tears filled Inoo's eyes again, a lump forming in his throat. "He said I'm the only one who won't leave him." Tears freely ran down his cheeks but he didn't bother to wipe them off. "But now I'm going to leave him...just like Taiyou did."
 
     Taiyou. Yamada remembered that name. Takaki had mentioned it before. "I'm sorry to ask, but...who's Taiyou?"
 
     "He was Hikaru's cousin, and his first crush, or shall I say, first love." 
 
     There was a moment of silence before Yamada said, "You are very brave, Inoo-kun. You've been watching from the sidelines for that long, and even now." That moment, when Inoo saw Yamada's eyes, he saw it full of admiration and respect towards him.
 
     Inoo smiled gratefully. "Thank you." He wiped his tears. "Ne, Yama-chan, I thought you were having a problem." Yamada looked at him with a raised eyebrow. "I mean, that's why you came here, deshou?" Inoo put on a smile. "Now, let's hear them out." 
 
     This time, it was Yamada's turn to give him a grateful smile. "Thank you, Inoo-kun, but I think it's enough for tonight, ne?" He stood up. "I'm going back to bed."         
 
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     "You looked tired," Shoon said to his lover, snapping him out of his thought. 
 
     "Shoon," Yabu greeted his lover as he placed a cup of coffee in from of him. Then, Shoon placed a kiss on Yabu's lips before sitting next to him.
 
     "Want to tell me what's the problem?"
 
     Yabu sighed. "I don't know. I guess, I'm just worried about Kei."
 
     "About him and Hikaru?"

     Yabu shook his head. "About other things too."

     "About other things?" Shoon raised his eyebrow.

     Yabu mentally slapped himself for saying something he shouldn't have. "Forget it, Shoon." He smiled. Placing a hand on Shoon's, he changed the subject. "Ne, will we be doing anything special tonight?"

     Knowing Yabu didn't want to pursue that subject further, he followed Yabu's lead. "Why, of course!" said Shoon. "It IS our 8th year anniversary," he whispered huskily before nibbling Yabu's earlobe.

     Yabu's breath hitched as all the blood went to his face. "Shoon!" 

     Shoon laughed. "Gomen, but teasing you is just so much fun," he exclaimed. 

     "Mou," Yabu pouted.

     Shoon kissed Yabu's forehead. "I'll make it up to you, ne?"

     Yabu gave it a thought. "That means we have to throw Takaki out again?" Shoon just laughed at the idea. 

     "Speaking of which, where did Takaki ended up last night?" 

     Yabu shrugged. "He can go anywhere as long as he doesn't crash into Yama-chan's room."

     "Well...Yama-chan IS legal..."

     Yabu gave his a lover a glare. "It's best if TAKAKI doesn't notice THAT," said Yabu. He crossed his hands over his chest.

     "Yabu-kun."

     Yabu and Shoon looked up upon hearing the voice. "Oh, it's you, Nakajima-kun." 

     Yuto nodded his head. "I was wondering if you could pass this to Ryo-chan. It's very important if he read it."

     Yabu and Shoon exchanged a look, then, Yabu nodded. "Sure, we'll pass it to him."

     After Yuto left, Shoon let out a whistle. "What was that all about?" 

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     Ryutaro sighed for the nth time as the knock on the door continued. He knew Chinen won't stop until he get what he want, and Ryutaro had learnt it the hard way. He went off his bed, and dragged his feet to the door. "What?!" he said. 

     Instead of an answer, Ryutaro got more than what he bargained for. Chinen threw himself at him. 

     "What the hell are you doing, squirrel?!" Ryutaro cried out.

     "I decided that I love you, so I want to be your lover," Chinen exclaimed boldly. 
 

     Ryutaro looked at Chinen with a raised eyebrow. "Are you CRAZY?!"

     Chinen let go of his hold on Ryutaro and looked at the younger boy's face. "I always get what I want, so I will get you...slowly."

     "You can't always get what you want. Grow up, you childish brat," Ryutaro rolled his eyes. He knew it was weird saying that to an older person, much less a senpai, but who cares. 

     Chinen threw his arms around Chinen's neck again. "I don't care. As long as I know I love you, so I will pursue you no matter how long it takes."

     Suddenly, Ryutaro could feel his heart did a flip, and his face grew warm. All this while, it was always him chasing Yuto, and not the other way round. Now that he had someone chasing him, he felt a surge of happiness in his heart. 

     "Ryu-chan?" Chinen said, putting a hand on Ryutaro's forehead. "Are you okay?"

     "N-Nani?" Ryutaro replied. Finally snapping out of his thought, he answered, "Of course I'm okay."

     Chinen just shrugged the matter off. "Ne, tomorrow is a weekend, and the others are going to town. Want to come?" He gave Ryutaro his puppy eyes. "Please... Everyone else has a date except for me."

     For some reason, Ryutaro now found it hard to resist Chinen's puppy eyes. After a moment, Ryutaro sighed. "Alright, alright, I'll go." Then, he added in, "BUT...This doesn't make me YOUR lover."

     Chinen just grinned widely at Ryutaro's statement.
 

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Title: Betrayal
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Author: Saida
Pairing: Yamabu, Inoobu
Genre: Angst
Word Count: 515
Notes: Requested by hibi-chan ([livejournal.com profile] hibinoasami ) a very, very long time ago...LOL XDDD
Prompt table 2: #002. Pain
Disclaimer: I do not own them.


     Johnny had announced the disbandment of Ya Ya Yah. Taiyou had turn in his letter of retirement. My life seems to take a turn to a bad end. But at least, when I saw the reassuring and loving smile of my two best friends, life seems a little bit easier.

     It was known to all the juniors and a few senpais that Yabu and I had a thing for one another; we were an item. It’s harder to sneak around now that we were in different groups, he has debuted and I’ve started college. But with the others help, we managed.

     I didn’t realize when everything started to change. Yabu’s schedule started being crazy and so was my own. We had less and less time together. One day, fate decided to be cruel.

     I made my way to JUMP’s dressing room. It’s been awhile since I saw Yabu, and I missed him, a lot. I would never admit that out loud though, that was my character after all. I knocked on JUMP’s door a couple of times, but no answer. I then decided to open it. It was unlocked.

     I wish I hadn’t. I wish would just walk away like any normal person would. But no, I didn’t. I opened the door, and I was surprised to see the scene that met me. Clearly, they were surprised as well.

     “Mayo, what are you doing here?” Yabu asked eyes wide.

     Once I was out of my stunned condition, I retorted, “A mistake.” I immediately fled the scene, leaving Yabu and Inoo to get dressed.

     “Yabu!” Inoo said.

     When Yabu turned towards Inoo, regret was clear in the elder teen’s eyes. “I have to go.”

     “Shoon!” Yabu called out. We were on the rooftop of the jimusho. It was a place that we used to go too whenever we had a problem.

     “What do you want?”

     “Shoon, I- I didn’t know what happened… I-“

     I turned around, facing Yabu. “Oh, so you just tripped on Inoo and both your clothes fell?” he said with full sarcasm.

     “No, I didn’t-…” Instead of using words, Yabu immediately hugged me. However, I just stood there, didn’t respond. “You were never around…” he choked, “and I needed someone…to hold, to touch.”
    
     “Didn’t you think I would need the same thing?” I asked through gritted teeth.

     “I’m sorry,” Yabu apologized again.

     “It has already happened,” I said. My eyes were cold, but I couldn’t help it. The feeling of being betrayed by someone you love, it just hurts so much.

     “Shoon, I-…”

     “We’re over, Yabu-san.”

     Yabu looked at me with wide eyes. The last time I had called him that formally was when we first met, when Ya Ya Yah was first formed.

     “Shoon, don’t-…” tears rolled down his cheeks.

     I really wanted to be there by his side, took him in my embrace, comfort him. But the feeling of being betrayed, especially by someone I love so much, I couldn’t forget it. “We’re over, Yabu.” And I walked away from him.


The End
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Title: Live
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Yamabu
Word Count: 884
Genre: Failed!Angst
Prompt Table 2: 018. Tomorrow
Summary: Tomorrow wont always be the same as today...
Note: I HAVE RETURNED FROM MY HIATUS EVERYONE....NOT! -____- Anyways, I just felt like I have to post something, so I chose a prompt from my prompt table and write...It's probably not my best work though..since...I still have my slump...@____@ But anyways, I hope everyone will enjoy it...:)
Disclaimer: I own no one...;w;  



 
     Shoon looked outside his bedroom window, a cassete in his hands. He looked at the calm blue sky, thinking of a certain brunette-haired teenager. He sighed, knowing how his lover would react. All these years, he had kept this a secret from Yabu. He had always wanted to tell Yabu, and he was about to when the latest test result came. He had accepted the fact, but he knew Yabu wouldn't be able to.

     When he went to his dressing table mirror, he touched his face, tracing the faint bruises visible on his pale face. During the meeting with his doctor, the latter had told him that his time was almost up. The bruises are one of the symptoms.

     He took a frame from his bedside table. It was a picture of him and Yabu. He looked at Yabu's face with a sad smile. "Tomorrow, Kouta..." A tear dropped onto the picture frame. "I'm sorry."

     Shoon quickly wiped the tears in his eyes when he heard his brother's voice from outside the door. He opened his door and saw his brother standing there, carrying a big empty box. 

     "What's up?"

     "Mom asked me to help pack your things," Reon answered. He looked at his older brother with concern. "Have you told him?"

     Shoon shook his head.

     Reon's eyes widened. "But we're leaving tomorrow. And-..."

     "Kouta's on a one-week class trip now. I don't want to spoil it for him."

     "But it will be worst if-..." Reon stopped talking when Shoon put a hand on his shoulder.

     Shoon smiled at the younger teen, a flicker of sadness in his eyes. "I know. Don't worry, I have everything planned."

     Reon sighed, deciding to drop the subject. "I hope you're right."

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     The next day, Yabu went to the Yamashita residence bright and early. For the whole night after returning from the trip, he was excited to see Shoon. They did talk on the phone a bit that night, but he wanted to see him face to face, to touch him, to hold him, and to be in his embrace. They've been lovers for three years, and Shoon had always made him feel loved. Feel safe. He didn't know what he would do without Shoon.

     When he arrived, he pressed the doorbell a few times. However, there was no answer. He knew there was a spare key under the flower pot so he used it to open the door. How surprised he was to see the house empty. There was a strong feeling of fear in his heart. 

     "Shoon?" he called out but there was no answer. He called again but still no answer. He tried calling Mr. and Mrs. Yamashita, and Reon but there was no reply as well. 

     Yabu was trembling when he made his way upstairs. His hand was shaking when he pushed open Shoon's door. He let out his breath that he was holding without realizing it. 'Why didn't Shoon tell me anything about this?' Shoon's bedroom was empty, except for his bed, the empty closet and empty book rack. He could feel a lump forming in his throat. Then, he saw a cassette on Shoon's table. He inserted it in the cassette player and sat on Shoon's bed as it began to play.

"Dear Kouta,

     I bet you're scared out of your wits right now, and very worried too. And I also know I've made you cry, even before you started reading this. -sigh- I'm sorry for that Kouta, and I wish I'm there to wipe your tears away, and take you in my embrace. The truth is...I'm dying, Kouta. I know I shouldn't have hid it from you, but I know you wouldn't be able to accept it. I didn't want to hurt you."

     Yabu shut his eyes, tears running down his cheeks now. "Oh Shoon," he sobbed. How could he not tell him? At that moment, Yabu hated himself. "Shoon had been suffering all this while, and I didn't notice anything..." 

     Stop it right now Kouta.

     Yabu's eyes opened immediately upon hearing Shoon's stern voice. Then, it became soft again.

     "Please, Kouta, don't blame yourself. I knew you too well to know that you're blaming yourself for not noticing." Shoon chuckled. "I love you Kouta, and that was the reason I didn't want to tell you. I want to spend my remaining time with you, and give you the best time that you will always remember even when I'm gone. Today, my family and I moved to the United States. My parents wanted other doctors' opinions, but..." Shoon sighed. "I know my time is almost up, and there's nothing anyone can do to save me." There was a short pause before Shoon continued, "Time is almost up Kouta, so I just wanted to say, I love you Kouta. I will love you forever. So please, for me, live your life with happiness. Don't mourn for me too long. I know someday, you will find someone that will love you as I did." There was a knock from the background, and Reon's voice was heard. Then, the recording stopped.

     By now, Yabu was crying hard, hugging the picture of him and Shoon to his chest. "I love you too, Mayo," he said between sobs. "And I won't ever forget you."
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OHAIDER! =)

So like...I've been thinking...and I decided to do another private collab...:)
So yeah...here I am...opening another collab, when the PP I opened in Asian Karaoke isnt even released  yet...:)

 

YOUR SEED COVER!!!
(Yush, I've decided to do HSJ - Your Seed cover..:P)



Hey! Say! 7

Yamada Ryosuke - Saida *me*
Nakajima Yuto - stillwishing27
Chinen Yuuri - *rowen*
Okamoto Keito - Momohana
Morimoto Ryutaro -

Hey! Say! BEST

Yabu Kota-
Takaki Yuya - 0ceana
Yaotome Hikaru -
Inoo Kei -
Arioka Daiki -

Mixer: rowen

Lyric: http://docs.google.com/View?id=dhhmx8jh_212fb42csvr

PS - Well, I will still neeed someone who can mix since my ability to mix big group is really...bad...what big group? I can't even mix a duet...*shot*  MIXER FOUND!!! XD



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Title: Where I Belong
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Takayama, Yamabu, Arijima, Chiitaro
Genre: Romance,  mystery? xD
Word Count: 1519
Rating: Pg-16
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys..xDD
Notes: Heee~ so...I haven't been updating this since March...I am very very sorry about that. As usual, writer's block, overload assignments, and life...yeah...so well, I wanted to write a longer chapter, but this is all you get I guess...for now... I hope you'll enjoy... :)
Previeous chapters: Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7 , Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16, Chapter 17

(Chapter 18...) )
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Title: When Takaki Uses the Pick-Up Line
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Takayama 
Genre: Crack
Word Count: 201 
Summary: Takaki caught the pick-up line bug! OwO
Notes: I'm so sorry for not posting any fanfics since March...:( I guess I became extremely busy, and new timetable means adjusting to new time so yeah...:/ I didnt get to write the multichap yet, but hope you enjoy this drabble...^^
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the boys, nor do I own the pick-up lines...:/

 

 
 
     It was like any other day in JUMP's dressing room. Keito was reading and Ryutaro was doing his homework. Yabu was having the heart-to-heart talk with Hikaru, and Inoo and Daiki were out of side. Yuto was adoring his bugs, and Chinen was sitting on Takaki's lap, watching the television. Yamada slumped on the couch beside the duo and pinched the bridge of his nose.
 
     Takaki turned his attention towards his lover. "What's wrong?"
 
     "Filming," was Yamada's only reply.
 
     Chinen decided to give the lovers some space, so he went to bug Ryutaro. Takaki scooted closer towards Yamada. "I hope you're tired," he whispered.
 
     "Hmm?" Yamada opened one eye and looked at Takaki from the corner of his eye. "Why would I be?"
 
     "Because you've been running in my mind all these while," Takaki said in a low seductive voice.
 
     Somehow, one of Yamada's vein twitched. "I am not impressed," he exclaimed, standing up.
 
     "Ryo-chan," Takaki said, but Yamada didn't stop. Instead, when he passed Hikaru, he smacked the older teen's head.
 
     "What the hell Yama-chan?!"
 
     "That's for teaching my boyfriend your pick-up lines!"
 
     Hikaru glared at Takaki, mouthing "I'll kill you" while Takaki just shrugged, giving Hikaru a sheepish smile.

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Title: Secret Relationship
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Yamajima, Takanoo, Takayama
Genre: Angst
Rating: pg-13
Original: Dear Yuto by [livejournal.com profile] hotfruits 
Notes: This is done for a remix at [livejournal.com profile] jentfic_remix


Once upon a time... )
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Title: Where I Belong
Author: Saida
Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP
Pairing: Takayama, Yamabu, Arijima, Chiitaro
Genre: Romance,  mystery? xD
Word Count: 1034
Rating: Pg-16
Disclaimer: I do not own the boys..xDD
Notes: Grrrr~ I would have been able to post a lil bit ealier, but I wasn't able to open gmail for two days...D< But anyway, here's the 17th chapter. Comments are appreciated...:D 
Previeous chapters: Prologue, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7 , Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15, Chapter 16

Read more... )
 
 
     
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Konbanwa, minna!!!! xDDD
So...yeah, I havent posted rl - related stuff for a looooooongg time...haha
Anyways...How'd you like my fic-spam on V-day? XDD

Anyways....uhm...rl stuff....hmmm~ Presentation is on Monday, and we're the first group...damnit! lol
Damn my lucky hand...haha *cough* because I was the one who pick the lots...=w=;;
But it's okay though....the sooner we present, the sooner we get over it..
Then, on the 1st of March, I'll be having my finals for the Summer Course...and then, two weeks holiday...wait, I dont remember how long the holiday is, but anyway, after holiday, designing course starts!!! xDDD

So yeah...holiday....For this holiday, my family will be taking me on vacation, and we're going to Kuala Lumpur, then to a resort for a few days.
So...since I have the free time (because this holiday, we decided to relaz) I've decided to work on ALL my unfinished fics, INCLUDING MY ANIME FANFICTIONS~!

So yeah...the list of fanfics I'll be working on this holiday is:

1) Where I Belong - Hey! Say! JUMP
2) Secrets - Arashi
3) There Is More To Love - Prince of Tennis
4) Falling Snow - Prince of Tennis

But I think...looking at things realistically, I know I wont have enough time to finish all...
So I will just focus on some....which is Where I Belong (HSJ) and There Is More To Love (POT)...
Why? Because for Secrets and Falling Snow, I'm gonna rewrite from the Prologue...which will take awhile.... /dies


Oh yeah, currently, I'm watching a few jdramas...and rewatching some...haha
The ones I'm watching now are...BLOODY MONDAY 2 AND HIDARIME TANTEI EYE!!!!! XDDDDD



OKAY!!!! FLALILING TIME!!!! XDDDD

Bloody Monday

Okay...where do I start??? xDD
Uhmm...let's just say.....ASDFGHJKLASDFGHJKL;ASDDFFGHJJKL;ASDFGHKL;'ASDFGHJJKL;ASDFGHJKL;ASDFGHHJKL;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOODY MONDAY ISH SOOOOOOO COOOOOL!!!!!!! A 10++ STAR!!!! haha ~ xDDD
I dunno...it's like...the first ep is already very suspensing....
Uhm...what else? Oh~ I HATE THE DIRECTOR OF THIRD-I! D<
And....Aoi~!!!! ;w;
It ish so sad that she has to die...Poor Fujimaru....
But again...ASDFGGHJKLASDFGHJKLASDFGGHJKL!!!! BOTH MIURA AND TAKERU THERE IS SO EFFING HOT AND COOL!!! XDDDD
Seriously, I can't wait for the eng subs for the fourth episode...xD
And also, when the dvd is out, I AM SO TOTALLY GONNA BUY IT! Although...I'm really limited in cash now....;w;\

Next on is.....

Hidarime Tantei Eye

YAMA-CHAAAAANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KYAAAAAA~!!!! YAMA-CHAN WILL ALWAYS BE MY ICHIBAN!!! ZUTTO! ZUTTO!!! hmmm~ Hidarime Tantei Eye is suspensing, and exciting, and really...WHOA~ lol
It is sad sometimes, though but most of the time, it doesnt bring tears to me...haha
Of course not, though....IT IS SUSPENSING!!!!
But....the 2nd ep really saddens me...The one with Nakaken....
Okay, personally, I dont really like Nakaken, but in there...;w;
During the end of ep 2, Nakaken, beside the bath tub, and tub is filled with water mixed with Nakaken's blood....;w;
Ooookie....that's all I'm gonna say...
I have to take a move now...cuz class is about to start... or I will probably skip since it's only revision anyway...nyaa  lol

But...before I leave...I made a fandub, acapella version...of Hitomi no Screen...xD
Here ya go! xDD


 




I played with the telephone effect!!!! hehe~
Okie, I was bored at that time, and I just wanna play with effect...and this is such a cool song~ hahah ~ :)

Well...gotta go~ xD

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