[Drabble] Hypocrisy

[ladestiny92]

Title: Hypocrisy

Fandom: Hey! Say! JUMP

Author: Saida

Pairing: Chinen-centric, if you're good at guessing, it's one-sided Chiitaro and Dairyu (guess where? *cough*konbini*cough*), and mentions of Hikato and Hikanoo

Word count: 414

Genre: Failed angst

Summary: People masking their true feelings. They're all just hypocrites.

Notes: MEH FAILLLLSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! (TwT) THIS ISH TRULY FAILSSSS!!!! Errrr~ Gomen for the...*points at summary* That's just how I feel I guess. Since well, I'm categorzed in that category...like...wearing a mask outside...and inside...I'm feeling differently...well, only at school though...*DIES* Nyaaa~ you're not here to read meh rambling....SHOO! Go read the fic...xDDD Comments are appreciated...xD
Disclaimer: I do not own them...*went to a dark corner and draw random circles on the floor*

 

 

     Sometimes, fooling people is not for the fun of it. Sometimes, fooling others is an act of insecurities by an individual. They wear a mask outside to shield their emotions. Cold face, smiling face; all of those are just shield to hide a person's true feelings.

 

     I guess that is also what people call hypocrisy? Wearing a mask, an individual hide their true feelings, in other words, pretend to have feelings that one does not actually have. That's also Chinen Yuuri. Me. Chinen Yuuri, a hypocrite. Everyday, I wear a smiling mask outside; at school, at work, even at home. No one really knows what I am truly feeling. Everyone just thought, I'm Chinen Yuuri, the cute chibi-teen that always smile and doesn't have any worries for the world. 

 

     That's a lie.

 

     Tears welled up in my eyes as I walked faster down the street.

 

FLASHBACK

 

     I skipped into JUMP's dressing room. I heard a familiar cry coming from the back of the room. "Keito?"

 

     Keito was startled upon hearing my voice. He quickly wiped away the tears from his face. "Chinen?" 

 

     "Why are you crying?" I asked, squatting in front of Keito so that we're the same level.  

 

     "C-Crying? I'm not crying. What made you say that?" Keito tried to laugh it off. 

 

     "You were crying, I heard you, Keito-chan," I said. "Is this about Hikaru again?" I asked worriedly. 

 

     Keito frantically shook his head, trying to deny it. I knew it was true though. Lately, Hikaru's been spending more time with Inoo than usual. 

 

     Keito stood up. "Stop thinking about it, okay? And forget this ever happens. Worrying doesn't suit your character." 

 

     I sat there as Keito left. "You're wrong, Keito-chan."      

 

END OF FLASHBACK

 

     I'm not just all smiles and laugh. I, too, knows the meaning of hurt. For some reason, my legs brought me to the konbini. I saw two familiar faces in the konbini; they are my friends. One of them made me have butterflies, one of them made me angry, yet I could never stay angry at him. But then, seeing them together, seeing them so close to one another made my heart clench, made my tars fall. People never seems to notice this thought.

 

     People are wrong if they thought Chinen Yuuri is all smiles and laugh, a cheery chibi-teen. Chinen Yuuri, too, can break.

 

     Masking their feelings, individuals did that to protect themselves. Protect their heart. Protect it. Protect it from crumbling. Protect it from breaking apart.     

Comments

[anilee0510.livejournal.com]

FIRST

[anilee0510.livejournal.com]

WHUT?! I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE A TAKAYAMA! I WANT TO LEAVE A CHIITARO!

TAT

[anilee0510.livejournal.com]

*actually reads the fic now*

Btw, about the summary...ARE YOU THAT ANGST DEPRIVED THAT YOU WANT TO TAKE IT OUT ON MY CHIITARO?! THOSE TWO CUTE, INNOCENT (>DD) ADORABLY SWEET LITTLE BOYS THAT ONLY ANI IS ALLOWED TO ANGST AND EMO?!

Okay, 'nough cap abuse. I'm gonna go read and leave a revelant comment that's not spam XD

[anilee0510.livejournal.com]

ONE MORE SPAM RANDOM COMMENT!!

RYUTARO IS STANDING RIGHT BEHIND CHINEN IN YOUR HEADER!! AJFKLEWJ;FAKFJLA;WJFLKFJLAS;FJWEF <333

Okay time to read XD

[hammiexsquirrel.livejournal.com]

*so did not log onto other account for the sake of spamming you with Chiitaro icons*

Wow, it starts off so emo. XDD B-BUT FOOLING PEOPLE FOR FUN WILL JUST MAKE THE EMO-NESS EVEN MORE HEART WRENCHING!! TAT *gets idea* *coughs* XD *shot* I'm missing the point of this again

I love Chinen here~!! He's so perspective~ Must've gotten it from his mom, aka Fuyumi *shot*

"Familiar crying?" Keito has cried before?

*takes Chinen's heart and completely shatters it*

*kidnaps grabs Ryutaro from the store and shoves the two of them into a locked room together* Problem solved ^_________^

*shotshotshotshot*

Okay, leaving crack behind...OMFG THE ENDING IS EPIC~!!!!! FJDAKLFEW;FKJAWL;FJLWAFJWAKLFJWALF;WAFJ WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I READ AN AWESOME CHIITARO ANGST LIKE THIS?! DKALFJL;EJFAWFJAWLFW FLW Is it just me or do people love to angst Chinen when it comes to Dairyu?

Either way...Keep up the angst Saida!! It suits you!! *thumbs up*

[ladestiny92.livejournal.com]

You so did log in the other account to spam me with Chiitaro icons...xDDDD

Oooh~ You have a point there...xDDD But that's not the point! lol~ xDDDDDDD
A new idea? Does that mean new fic from you? *U*

Chinen ish ♥ lol~ Fuyumi's Chinen's mom? OwO

Well...Keito...that's another story...or maybe not...xDDDD

*GASP* Ani meanie! xDDDD But I like....Want me to help with the shattering? xDDD

*puts Ryutaro back in the konbini next to Daiki* Problems not solved...>D

You like the ending? *GLOMPS* XDDDD
This ish so not awesome! >___>
Nope, it's not just you. Probably it's because of the Dairyu rape...JKJK xDD

Angst suits me? lol Thanks...xDDD
I'm currently working on a new Chiitaro angst...xD
Ooops~ Did I say Chiitaro...I mean...teeheehee...xDDDD

[ladestiny92.livejournal.com]

LOL~

I HAVE A NEW HEADER NOW! XDDDDDD
YAMABU LOVE! XDDDD

haha~

I'm spamming you back for this...xDDDD

[ladestiny92.livejournal.com]

LOL

IT'S YOUR FAULT THAT WHENEVER I WANT TO WRITE AN ANGST FIC AND THINK WHICH PAIRING TO WRITE ABOUT CHIITARO ALWAYS COMES TO MY MIND! THANKS TO ALL YOUR CHIITARO ANGST! XDDDD

READ READ! XDDD

[ladestiny92.livejournal.com]

Teehee~

NU-UH! YOU HAVE TO LEAVE A TAKAYAMA! XDDDD

[shieldemblem.livejournal.com]

*sighs*

angst~
*shot*

and here I am, listening to "Tell Me Baby" by RHCP just to read this... (=__=)!
*the background music seem to have made my room gloom*

OHGEE~
SUCH AN EMO CHINEN~!

[ladestiny92.livejournal.com]

lol~ Emo chinen ish cute~ xD